A Mad man's love

The lazy teardrops fall,

From my swiftly blinking eyes,

I hear my restless heart beating,

Over my stammering sighs.

How could you love me then,

When you knew it was unfair,

When you would need me most,

I just might not be there.

I'm sorry for being my psychic-self,

My inability to understand,

You'll find more graceful lovers,

But how I wish I could hold your hand.

I do not deserve you - I know,

I realize I'm insane,

But I have this feeling I cannot express,

This... love perhaps I cannot explain.

I break into animal-like laughter,

As I remember that adorable smile on your face,

My weird childish mannerisms,

Could have never been a match for your grace.

I stare into your photograph,

Then press it to my heart,

As if protecting your thoughts,

I'll never let them depart.

Folding into myself, in a corner,

I cling on to your memories,

You're mine, when I close my eyes,

And here - we're together in peace.

You

I can’t feel the passing day,

I can’t tell whether this is true,

Living in this illusion,

 I’m thinking of you.

There’s always something in the way,

It was me, this time too,

And today I feel broken,

I’m losing you.

I found peace when I was confused,

I found hope to make it through,

Not in me,

But in you.

Sometimes I want to run away,

Sometimes I want to start anew,

But I can’t,

Not without you.

I close my eyes to peep inside my heart,

I look at the image beneath the scarlet hue,

It is still clear and beautiful,

And it's you.

Happy Valentine's Day

Bleeding Cry

This is so insane,
This blood running through my veins,
Crimson coloured streams,
Shouting out my pain.

As I let it out,
To leave me half-dead,
Its sanguin colour never shouts - 'pain' ,
Whispers - 'relief' - instead.

My eyes are devoid of sense now,
Yet I see your image through the haze,
A fleeting glimpse of wretched beauty,
You've left - your absence still stays.

I sense your echoing voice,
Whispering, what I want to hear,
As the clock of death, strikes the end of time,
And the edge of the cliff draws near.

Suddenly the agony seems lesser,
My restless being begins to wilt,
The soul begs to be free,
Chained by sorrow, Choked by guilt.

I feel those dewy lips,
Our last trembling kiss,
Those raging waves of passion,
That lasting touch of bliss.

The first time I held you,
Gripping you violently in my arms,
I lost my pride in the darkness of your eyes,
Taken prisoner to your ethereal charm.

I end here, I perish now,
I still cling on to you, as I die,
Each drop of my blood cries out my love,
Can you hear this Bleeding Cry?

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Don't look at me like that,

Your eyes say more that I understand,
They tell me more than I need to know,
These tearful waters reflect your heart,
Don't let these emotions grow.

Don't think of me like that,

I might be as fleeting as your thoughts,
Such immortal importance I do not deserve,
My misty presence floats through your mind,
Clear this mist! So sincerely you preserve ...